Life and Things

Wwwweeeelllllll heeelllllooooo Internet! I disappeared from the Internet for a while. I don't think anyone noticed it but heyyyyyy. I didn't know what I blog about but I wanted to blog something. Hmmm let's think here. I have no motivation and I cannot WAIT for the end if the school year, I no longer have motivation to do school work. Summer will be fun I hope. I am hoping to get a job and visit my cousins and of course hang out with friends. I also turn 16 this summer! Yay!! That is also a scary thought, 2 more years and I'm an adult!! Woah!! I feel so unprepared to grow up.  I miss being a little kid, with no worries in the world. But yeah! It's scary! But also exciting.

I hurt myself at soccer again, I really need a new ankle, I always hurt my left ankle, it looks like I just twisted it really well. I'm glad because if I hurt it again severally I don't think I'd be playing soccer anymore and even though I'm not a super good soccer player it's my sport and I love it. But I am going to rest up my ankle for our game Monday!!

I've been learning lately that you really need to let things go and not dwell on things if you truly want to be happy. Lately I haven't been very happy and that's because I can never let things go. I am glad I've been so busy lately because then I can't think, and that solves most of my problems. But if you bottle up your emotions and dwell on the past you will never be happy. The past is the past and you need to let it go or one event in your life is going  to bring up all you emotions and its going to take a while to really be happy again. You can put a smile on your face and tell people your happy but really it eats you up inside. So don't dwell on your past. It's in your past for a reason. 

I'm going to head to bed now, I have a test in A.P. U.S. history to tomorrow that I am going to fail!!

To anyone reading have a good day or night or weekend. Just have a good life!!