Failing

So that whole blog posting idea has been failing pretty hard huh? I just haven't thought of anything to post! haha But I will try harder to post more and do a weekly post. I really so like having a blog, I just need more ideas to post about. Well since I am here I will just update you on my life.

 Next week is the last week of school. I cannot believe its the last week but I am also glad because I have no motivation to do anymore school work. I'm am just kinda done with school right now. Next week we have class Monday and Tuesday and then finals the rest of the week. June 7th is our last day of school. I always look forward to the end of the school year but I also dread it. I am glad to be done with school but I know I am just going to end up being bored all summer. There isn't much to do here if you don't have a car or money, seeing as I am not 16 nor do I have a job, I get pretty bored. But I have several friends with their license so it wont be as bad this summer.

I am actually very happy that next week is final since i only have to be at 2 finals, French and Band, the band final is always a joke and I can just wing the french final, I'm getting a descent enough grade where it wont matter to much if I get a bad grade.

I have basically no plans for summer other then soccer. I have no idea what I'm going to do. I might go over to Michigan for a while this summer to visit some family. That will be lots of fun haha.

I've been kinda feeling lonely lately, a lot of my friends have been talking with some guys that they have a possibility to date or they have a 'thing' with these guys, then I'm just sitting here like hey I really like this poll over here, its such a nice poll. Yea that was a bad joke but you get my general idea. :) sometimes I feel like there is something wrong with me but then I just tell myself that there isn't and they are just missing out, right?? To be honest I've never had a boyfriend, haven't had my first kiss, and I guess I'm okay with that. I feel kind of left out but whatever, it'll happen in time right??

I'm just glad that I have a lot of really caring, really nice, really awesome friends that are always there for me. Without my friends I have no idea where I'd be, not where I am now.

Well that's all for tonight I think. I will start brainstorming some ideas for blogs tonight since I have nothing to do on a Friday night but read. Go me!! haha have a great night everyone.

Ideas

They always say that at night and in the shower is when you do the most thinking. Well I'm definitely not writing this in the shower so the only other option is in lying in bed, thinking. So I'm thinking that I should try something new with this blog and post more regularly. I have no idea if anyone reads this, if you do seriously let me know!! Then I will have more ideas but I think every month I want to do a favorites post. Things like books, clothes, stores, make up, everything!! Just my favorite things of the month. I do want to keep this blog more up to date and post more regularly. It just gets hard when I don't know what to post or if I even have readers. Please don't be a ghost reader, I really want to know if you are out there!! Leave me a comment or something!! But I think a favorites post will be good. Also I think a post at least every week is a good idea, which will be either an update on things or the thing of the week that upset me. Sound good to any of you guys?? I am also seriously considering starting a YouTube channel, well I have one but I've only used it for projects, since summer will be starting very soon!! I'm in need of a change so I like this idea. Well I'll check ya all later. It's bed time!! Well after I check twitter.  Later y'all. 

Life and Things

Wwwweeeelllllll heeelllllooooo Internet! I disappeared from the Internet for a while. I don't think anyone noticed it but heyyyyyy. I didn't know what I blog about but I wanted to blog something. Hmmm let's think here. I have no motivation and I cannot WAIT for the end if the school year, I no longer have motivation to do school work. Summer will be fun I hope. I am hoping to get a job and visit my cousins and of course hang out with friends. I also turn 16 this summer! Yay!! That is also a scary thought, 2 more years and I'm an adult!! Woah!! I feel so unprepared to grow up.  I miss being a little kid, with no worries in the world. But yeah! It's scary! But also exciting.

I hurt myself at soccer again, I really need a new ankle, I always hurt my left ankle, it looks like I just twisted it really well. I'm glad because if I hurt it again severally I don't think I'd be playing soccer anymore and even though I'm not a super good soccer player it's my sport and I love it. But I am going to rest up my ankle for our game Monday!!

I've been learning lately that you really need to let things go and not dwell on things if you truly want to be happy. Lately I haven't been very happy and that's because I can never let things go. I am glad I've been so busy lately because then I can't think, and that solves most of my problems. But if you bottle up your emotions and dwell on the past you will never be happy. The past is the past and you need to let it go or one event in your life is going  to bring up all you emotions and its going to take a while to really be happy again. You can put a smile on your face and tell people your happy but really it eats you up inside. So don't dwell on your past. It's in your past for a reason. 

I'm going to head to bed now, I have a test in A.P. U.S. history to tomorrow that I am going to fail!!

To anyone reading have a good day or night or weekend. Just have a good life!!

Pitch Perfect

Okay can we just discuss the fact that Pitch Perfect is the absolute best movie of all time. I mean there are plenty of very amazing movies but Pitch Perfect is just the absolute best. It always makes me happy and the singing puts me in a good mood all of the time. The only part if Pitch Perfect I don't like us the ending, but I'm hoping they will make a second one, and I think they might so I'm okay with the ending for now.

One of the best thing about Pitch Perfect are the actors and actresses in the movie. They all are good singers and amazing at their job. One of my favorite out of all of them is of course the main character Becca, and my other favorite is Jesse. He is just amazing and who can't but love Benji? But let's discuss the fact that Jesse is in my opinion very attractive and the fact that he can sing just makes him 10x better (I'm sorry, I'm a music girl). But watching Jesse and Becca just make me feel that much happier!

Pitch Perfect is the absolute perfect mix of romance, comedy, drama and music. After the first time watching it when my mom and I rented it I feel in love with the movie and had to go out and buy the soundtrack online. I listened to the soundtrack over and over, remembering all the parts of the movie that went with the music. I then bugged my mom over and over and over until she bought the movie for me. When I finally got it I watch it everyday. I absolutely LOVE Pitch Perfect!! One if the best movies ever!!

Updates:Lots of Them

Heyy there!! So much has happened. Well kinda. I went to Washington D.C. a little over a week ago with my band and it was SO MUCH FUN! I am so glad I had the opportunity to go with my band and just to go! haha. It was so great and so fun but it was all to fast, I don't remember much of anything! So glad I took an over abundance of pictures!!! Maybe sometime I'll post some pictures! But not now, I just wanna talk now. In D.C. we went to so many places! We went to pretty much every memorial there was in D.C. and we played at the WWII Memorial which was a super cool experience.  We even had a group of super cute French military guys watching and clapping obnoxiously. We took pictures in front of the White House and behind George Washington's House at Mount Vernon. The only part of the trip that was the worst was the bus ride. We drove through the night on the way there and on the way back. I believe it was a 15 hour drive, it was horrible, I didn't sleep at all! I was really tired when we got back. But it was super fun and I hope to go back sometime in my life!

Soccer has started up officially, well kind of. We can't go out on the fields because of the snow, there is to much of it out on the field, and by the time it melts its going to be a mud fest. For now we are practicing in the gym, which I really hate doing, I just want to be out on the field. I made JV B this year again, I was really upset originally and I miss all of my friends because everyone of them moved up to JV A, but after talking to my coach and everything I understand what shes saying and I'm okay with JV B now, I kind of feel important because I am one of three not freshman and I feel kind of like a leader on the team, which is cool, but I need to remember that I am not any better then the freshman, because I have a lot of work ahead of me if I want to make it to Varsity in the next two years. But I'm ready to get out on the field and play. I hate having to share the gym with all of the other spring sports, especially baseball, I always feel like I'm going to get hit with a ball, and that hurts, a lot.

Other then that I am on Spring Break! Not like I'm doing anything for Spring Break, other then soccer practice everyday, and homework, which I have to start yet. But its nice to be off of school, if only this dumb snow would completely melt. Its getting close but it really all needs to leave now. I've been driving lately  I have my temps, I have a lot of work ahead of me when it comes to driving but I haven't crashed yet and I'll get better haha.

Can I just share something that I have fallen in love with and am currently listening to. Its a song. Its called Wings by Little Mix and I am listening to it right now and I really think anyone reading should listen to it to because its really great. This is the link. Its really great and upbeat and everything. Also I am going to ask if you are reading this blog you comment to me that you are, I want to see if I actually have any readers or if I'm just writing to myself, either way I'm okay with it. :) Have a wonderful day any one who reads this!!

Life

If there's anything that I've learned is that life is going to knock you down and throw you around but it will always be better eventually. In my time on the earth I've learn that the best way to get through hard times is to just laugh and smile. Sure things may be tough and it may feel like the best thing to do is give up, but giving up is not an option. It's never an option. You control your life, you control how you feel and even if your at your lowest point you just have to look up at the sun and know it will shine tomorrow and that you have tomorrow and things will get better. All of us have reached our personal lows and you know what, we got back up, dusted ourselves off and said you know what life, fuck you because we are all strong and we all know that after a while everything will be better. And that's what's you have to do. Life is going to throw punches at you and you have to take those punches, blow for blow and return them until life has no punches left to throw. You have to come out of that match a winner. Even when you have that feeling in the pit of your stomach that things will never get better, they will. Surround yourself with good friends, one a that will left you up and support you when you need them. Not the ones that push you down and hold you there. Float above the water, don't let the water drown you and in the end you'll make it to shore.

Exciting!!

Ahh hey there. It's an exciting week at my school. My schools boys basketball team is going to state! They have had a great year and are all fantastic players and I am proud of all of them! They play this Friday and for band I get to go for free! It's so exciting. We went to state last year too, but we lost. But this year I really think we have a chance! I really hope we win!

In other news I'm getting ready to go to D. C. In a couple of weeks. I'm going with my band and its going to be really fun! Especially since I don't get to go on vacations ever. I just can't wait to go! Although I heard they were going to be getting a lot of snow. We have to play outside and have to dress nice, so guess who may be standing in a dress out in the snow? This lucky girl right here.

There is just so much going on now or coming up that's going to be a lot of fun and I just can't wait for it all! Tomorrow I got to buy my state t-shirt in the morning and I need green leggings, and I can't find any anywhere! Ahh! But anyway wish out boys team luck! And my schools girls team is in the playoffs as well! The first time in many years that our girls have made it so far! I'm so proud of all of our sports this year. I just hope soccer can be just as successful this year!!